cat. I probs would be dead if it wasn’t for her, was about to prep for committing suicide then realized she would be rubbing on my corpse asking for pets all night before I would be found which lead me to break down at work and go to the psych ward.

this was her laying in the sun while I did virtual therapy on monday.

am I better now? not really tbh. I’ve changed to my 3rd different antidepressant and am on 3x the equivalent of an average dose and am only slightly better.

Always I. Didn’t know other people didn’t always use I apparently.