Probably for the same reason I have a closet full of computer parts, except I can’t fit tractors and cars in my closet.

Yes.

Only an idiot would spend their time trying to figure out who the biggest idiot is.

Both, but it also depends on if I’m winning the argument or they are.

Yeah. As someone who really likes thinking about metaphysics I’m really excited to die and see what it feels like. That being said I also really enjoy living and I’m not in a rush to die. It’ll happen eventually and I want to try to do as much as I can while I can.

Everyone should be excited to die, not just religious people. Being excited to die means you lived a good life that you’re satisfied with.