Jack

Yeah, you don’t need weed to have a good time!

FOR SURE DO NOT DRIVE, if this is your first time smoking you will not be able to navigate to the toilet let alone drive.

Depending on your situation you can ask for a ride, or walk back? Or even call your parents to pick you up. I would be much calmer if a friend of mine(cuz I don’t have kids) calls and tells me I got a bit drunk I am afraid to drive.

I use my note taking app with a specific tag for “read later”

So is a good dose of the devil’s lettuce basically unattainable for the victims of upper middle class suburbanite comfort?

If you talk like that you will not get weed, you will get your ass kicked.

My suggestion is just find more friends, go to parties, go to college… There is literally zero chance you go to a college party and there is no weed. It is illegal where I live so even some younger assistants smoked…

But buying it for yourself is a bit different, and you just don’t seem to have the social skills to manage that.

Additionally smoking with friends at a party is very different than smoking alone at home. You can get paranoid and with friends around they can calm you.

Finally wait until you are older, maybe 25 then your brain is more developed and you will fuck it up less.

I’d say bad idea on that, I have tried it and one of the guys I got weed from usually liked harder stuff, so he frequently tried to invite me to try them…

If you are introverted and cant say no or as society inept as OP seems, that is a very bad combo.